Embracing My True Self: The Moment I Let Go of Toxicity on My Spiritual Journey
- Malaika
- May 16
- 4 min read
Life is a journey filled with twists and turns, ups and downs, but through it all, one lesson has become clearer than ever to me: not everyone can accompany us on our spiritual path. The moment I realized I had to let go of toxic things and people was both liberating and terrifying. It marked a significant change that led me to embrace my true self.
In this blog post, I'll share my personal journey towards releasing toxicity in my life, how it impacted my spiritual growth, and how you can make similar choices for your path.
Understanding Toxicity
Toxicity comes in many forms; it isn't limited to just individual relationships but can also manifest in environments, habits, or even self-imposed limitations. For me, understanding what felt toxic was the first crucial step.
The people I surrounded myself with at that time were often critical, negative, and dismissive of my spiritual pursuits. Their energy began to weigh on me, creating an imbalance in my life. I started to realize that if I wanted to foster a positive environment for spiritual growth, I needed to identify what no longer served me.
The Wake-Up Call
My wake-up call came during a particularly intense meditation session. I encountered a vision that left me shaken but enlightened. In this vision, I saw myself shackled to individuals who were holding me back, representing fears, doubts, and toxic people.
When I emerged from that meditation, I felt empowered yet frightened. I realized that I had the ability to cut those chains but would I have the courage to act? Letting go of toxicity is never merely a decision; it’s often a process that challenges our deepest connections and fears.
The Decision to Let Go
Making the decision to release toxic relationships required soul-searching and bravery. First, I took stock of my relationships. I asked myself if they supported my growth or drained my energy.
As difficult as it was, I started to set boundaries. I communicated my needs and distanced myself from individuals who were unwilling to change or who perpetually triggered my insecurities. Some relationships naturally faded, while others required direct conversations, but either way, the decision to prioritize my well-being was a game-changer.
The Journey of Self-Discovery
With toxicity behind me, I found space to focus on self-discovery. What did I enjoy? What were my passions? I began to explore activities that nurtured my spirit—like meditating in nature, and participating expanding my skills.
This phase of my journey was about leaning into what felt great, aligning with the authentic version of myself. I learned that 'balance' is not just about giving and receiving but finding harmony between my inner desires and the external forces around me.
Encouraging Spiritual Growth
Embracing my true self didn’t just mean saying goodbye to toxic influences; it also meant welcoming in positive influences. I sought out people who uplifted me, who shared similar values and aspirations.
This process of seeking growth often led me to workshops, seminars, or local gatherings where high-vibrational people congregated. I began to fill my world with supportive mentors and friends who inspired me to continue evolving.
Surrounding myself with those on a similar spiritual journey helped me cultivate a deeper overstanding of self-love and acceptance. It served as a reminder that my journey is mine alone, yet it can be enriched by those who share in the process.
The Transformational Impact
Letting go of toxicity has transformed my life in countless ways. I became more attuned to my emotions and learned the importance of self-care. I found systems that worked for me— such as affirmations, and daily meditations and even connecting more with nature.
More importantly, it gave me the courage to stand tall in my beliefs and aspirations. I embrace my unique perspective without fear of judgment, finding strength in my individuality.
The Continuous Journey
Living a spiritually fulfilling life is not a destination; it's a continuous journey. As I embrace my true self, I remain aware that new challenges may arise—whether through old habits or new relationships.
The key is to remain vigilant and attuned to what serves my growth. Regular introspection will guide me in maintaining that 'balance' necessary to keep moving forward.
Letting go doesn't mean losing the past but rather freeing myself from its constraints to create space for growth and positivity.
Conclusion
Embracing my true self involved a deep introspection of my relationships, habits, and thoughts. The journey of release, even when painful, ultimately led me towards a more fulfilling and balanced life.
If you find yourself bogged down by toxic influences, I encourage you to reflect on what may be holding you back. Remember, not everyone is meant to travel alongside you on your spiritual journey. By letting go of that which doesn't serve you, you pave the way for the real essence of who you are to shine through.
In the end, your spiritual journey is uniquely yours. Embrace it fully, and always remember: the best version of yourself awaits. When did you learn to let go? Let me know!!!





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